Not a direction or way of life I pictured as a young girl (I never really pictured about it though), I'm feeling grateful for it is moving somewhere, the feeling of living for no purpose hasn't been haunting me anymore.
Just started to spend more time on my piano and guitar, recently bought a nice book.
Things are less as bad when you finally recognize the presence, becoming aware of the situation. I didn't know I'm so afraid of being alone until one day I told someone I could do anything on my own. I start to seek help, when I really need it, realizing the need that I'm needing, if you know what I mean...
It's not easy, to put down the armour and face your fear.
Well that's my recent biggest growth.
Life in Seremban
has improved, or I must've started to adapt.
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Le front gate view from my balcony |
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Bought chocolate for myself.
Becoming less stingy about these things.
Used to think I shouldn't buy chocolate and books with my own money,
such weird mentality I myself don't understand why... |
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The mochi is really good! Gave the yam one to mom and she loved it.
All the way from Taiwan.
Thank you Rachel!! =D |
Afternoon IPD session meaning no early wake up in the morning, you thought?
NO!
I'm still waking up before the sun rise or around 7 o'clock.
It's a good feeling though.
It's a beautiful day
perfect for photo shooting.
Should bring my SLR next week.
Went to the ward in the morning to search for IPD case portfolio the other day.
Found out the canteen stall is not open for business, thus I made my lunch!
It's been two nights staying till late in HTJ and clinical school.
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The light along staircase is finally fixed.
But the good mood was screwed by a big fat lizard decided to jump on my ponytail
the moment I opened the door of my room...
Just grateful it didn't any other part of my body... |
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Mrs.Azib knocked at my door early in the morning
to give me these:
homemade butter cake and a cup of hot milo.
She's just so loving and caring :3 |
Every corner and road on Bukit Rasah
has been haunted by the memories from first month here.
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Thing is how it is depending on how we see it. |
So I say...
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At least the night light is now on, when the sunlight is gone.
I shall finally be on my own path with a single soul ready to move on and not lingering around. |
appreciate life,