Nobody really cares about other people.

Hello my dearest blogger,

I'm still that loner you know since the year I created this space.

Except, with more realizations and less hope for a couple life and no hope for a typical family life.

I guess I'm really, just getting what I've always wanted,

peace.

The more I have it,

the more I want to hide in my own space,

be just by myself.

Nobody really cares about other people.

Well, when I kept oversharing,

I was the selfish one,

I was the one not caring about other people enough

to shut up and listen, 

to prompt and ask.

I really think

the universe is throwing all the red flags 

and unfortunate events at me,

to tell me not to continue my pursue;

to not be stubborn with my obsession.

I really should get it, at least right now I think I'm getting it.