Nobody really cares about other people.

Hello my dearest blogger,

I'm still that loner you know since the year I created this space.

Except, with more realizations and less hope for a couple life and no hope for a typical family life.

I guess I'm really, just getting what I've always wanted,

peace.

The more I have it,

the more I want to hide in my own space,

be just by myself.

I guess this is peace.

To not care if anyone knows how I'm doing. 

I have the urge to throw everything away again.

Ain't I too old for this shit now?

I want to be over him.
I need to be over him.

He's nothing but someone, something I'm trying to hang out to. 
He's not the one.
There's no such thing as the one.

The sooner I accept this, the sooner I'll be really living my life.