不能松懈下来

今天的读书进度不是很理想，压力也开始浮现了……

那天才跟玉芬说我的紧张是在最后最后一分钟才开始感觉得到的，

就是当我已经坐在考试的桌子上，考卷要派下来的时候……

前天晚上还梦见很血腥的画面，

流着血的大腿，还有没有察觉已经被切开的脚踝……

分明就是在告诉我，我很有压力，只是没有我自己没有察觉罢了。

昨晚也是，梦见了血腥的画面，只是我忘了是什么……

今天胃口怪怪的，食量比起平时少了几倍。

中午的时候还哭了……

所以才会耗掉很多时间来平复自己的情绪，所以没读到书……

傍晚的时候，原本是想要开车去买东西……

其实也不懂自己是不是要去买东西吃，要去那里也不懂。

就是常常这样，走到车旁了，上了车了，出了guard house了，还是不懂要去哪里……

哦，最后我没有出到guard house，反而去了neighborhood的另一区，

自个儿，去了小游乐场，荡秋千了……

荡了好一阵子呢……

后来我还是出去了，

去了Lucky Jelly，买饮料。

刚好是晚餐时间，甜品店通常是没有人光顾的。

跟二姐、阿盈和Debby站着聊了好久。

小琪也在，不过她自个儿在后面玩电脑，还可以听到她在听“Hoot”呢。

Henry不在，也对，他的晚餐时间。

从6.30pm到7.30pm左右，有顾客了，我才离开。

聊得很尽兴，哈哈，就是需要有人陪我说说话。

不知道我的Microbiology会考出什么样的成绩……

哎，听天由命。

这一科过了，命也剩半条了。

最重要的是，不能松懈下来，要继续拼其他科目。

appreciate life,

No Idea

28.10.2010

Which one do you prefer? 

1/10 f/5.6 AWB

1/10 f/5.6 WB:flash

appreciate life,

365project

Day1 26.10.2010
"Combination"
This is nothing but egg+ onions+ prawns+ black pepper.
1/25 f/4.5 W/B:flash

Day2 27.10.2010
"I'm OFF"
1/25 f/5.0 W/B:flash

appreciate life,

Lose Focus

The End Of Semester(EOS) Exam timetable.

Revision was going on quite OK.

Won't be working after next Wednesday until EOS ends, to focus on doing my best.

I'd been studying, (notice I used PAST perfect tense) but it was only trying to understand, I need to memorize them. Will be fluxing my head with everything starting tomorrow morning. No more  One last House series tonight, then go to bed and wake up at 9 tomorrow. Yeah, that's the plan.

Modules:

        1. Microbiology

        2. Principles of Food Preparation

        3. Nutritional Assessment Methods

        4. Nutrient and Metabolisms

        5. Pathophysiology and Clinical Management of Disease

        6. Introductory Psychology

The module that worried me the most is Microbiology. 

Since there was no class test on this module at all, all are only revised for the first time during this study break. There are a lot to memorize too.

I really need to pay more effort in studying..

Just now I realize my acne rosacea on top of my nose is almost gone, 

I'm so thrilled that I started take photos of myself *shy shy.. #^.^#

A close-up one, more changes on curve, exposure and photo filter in this photo. 

"Lose Focus"

I would really like to start a 365project soon.

Maybe as soon as EOS ends ^^v

appreciate life,

Take a break

I've been cooking meehunkuey for the past four days!!

But I still <3 it ^^

Since I'll be "home bound" for two week, I bought some clothes online last Sunday.

They arrived on Tuesday, YAY~~

They are nicer and cheaper than clothes in the store.

Well, this is the first time I try to post and take my on picture ><

Kinda weird, but I tried my best :P

6 out of 8 garments are great, plus a RM5 voucher, consider worth it.

Only all dresses are too short for the IMU dress code, save it for CNY then.

I save tonight for revision.

Last few days was study in the day and work work work in the night,

then yesterday I went swimming with friends.

No Dandelion practice tonight cause the high school students are having their exam at the moment,

same as me,

I should as well, study.

appreciate life,

I-City (...finally)

I-city is so close yet so far way...

Glad to say, I was finally there to enjoy the view for once.

诗薇<3骏祥

恭喜他们在一起一周年 ^^

诗薇&欣颖

BFF

嘉俊。骏祥。育全

Gentlemen :) 

 Colour's off, it was GREEN before editing! 

Me drived and JunXiang drived yesterday, so we had two tickets.
We went to both Zoo and Snow House.
Me, JiaJun, ShiWei, JunXiang, YuQuan, FeiZai... haha~~

Now off editing the rest of the photos! Phew~ ^w^

appreciate life,

My Room

This was taken yesterday night.

Washed my bed sheet, and make the bed, very very tidy ^w^v 

I have to read before sleep in case I'm not tired enough to fall asleep as soon as I get on bed.

Haven't been buying new books lately, so I'm reading the HP7 again.

Saw poster on HP7 in the cinema yesterday, very EXCITED~

Btw, I went to cinema alone yesterday afternoon, watched "Eat Pray Love".

It was boring, one of least movie that I'll yawn hard instead of cry hard in the dark.

That's about it for yesterday :)

appreciate life,

Knowledge & The Fairy Tale

I bought a this textbook this afternoon, since Kar Wei returned our money to us already.

She returned RM101 for two books, I spent RM189 on one book

Doesn't make any sense huh?

However, I think this worth the money. 

Now that I'm watching the "House" series, I gain interest in diseases, good for me.

Besides, it includes the infectious diseases, which will look into microbiology, lectures are covered in the book. Mr.Henry was definitely right about this is the best book for pathology.

I must'd been fighting myself during REM sleep. 

Yesterday I woke up with my left shoulder feeling pain, this morning the right shoulder pain too plus left radiale there joint pain. No idea what's wrong.

appreciate life,

错过

已经好久没在这里写我的心情日记了。

因为很多时候是负面的，写了会给人骂，只好把它们都收起来了。

离心理学的测验还有一个小时。

这个测验之后就可以好好享受读书的时光了。

希望备考期间的我不会忽然来个stress influx就好了。

昨天IMU Cup终于圆满结束了。

我一个项目都没有参与到，蛮遗憾的。

不过我还算是习惯了错过。

从中学开始，就一直在错过好多东西。

回忆……

看着啦啦队比赛的时候有些哏咽呢。

Good old days...

你知道吗？

我不怕美好是短暂的。

哪怕是一个月、一个星期、一天、一个小时、一分钟。

没尝试就放弃是可悲的、可怜的、遗憾的。

不过我答应过自己，不会再轻易把自己交出去。

这门学问得零分也就算了。我认了。

今后不知道会再错过多少。

但我知道，我不想再跌倒了。

今天的你错过什么了吗？

Ecomergency Week (Day3 and closing ceremony)

<3

The Emcees :)

Dr. Kavitha

Ching-Ju singing "Colours of the Wind"
really nice <3

All friends from WWF!

Brandon from WWF!

I had fun during the ECOmergency week, learned a lot too.
Shed a tear (really can't help) while watching the tiger being caught by snares;
Feeling extremely scare while watching the video on closing ceremony.
Until now, I turn myself down each time I think of McD.
One thing good about being in a Islam country is the food are halal, which means they handle livestock well, slaughter them without torturing them. This I appreciate.

Think I'll want a better lens.
"Money money money, must be funny in a rich man world"...

appreciate life,

Ecomergency Day2

I have to say, I regret for not bringing SLR to U. 

Really forgotten...

These are from my phone.

Talk in the afternoon. 

"Global Cooling"

-it is much eco-friendly to have plant food instead of meat.

Lunch  provided!  

Game booths were getting some attention from students passed by.

appreciate life,

Ecomergency Week Day 1

There goes the first day/opening ceremony of the Ecomergency Week.

It was held at the driveway and started at 12.00pm, not even lunch break yet, can't expert crowd then.

However, people did come, glad.

Basically, there were speech by lecturer, club president, introduction of new committee, video screenings, singing performance and appreciation gift ceremony.

I brought back a plant.

Planted it in a pot as soon as I got home. <3

Day 2 main event will be the games/quizzes booth at the atrium I guess.

Will bring along camera then.

Day 3, there'll be a talk on "Tiger Conservation" by WWF representative, Sara.

Too bad I can't attend, got stupid practical =(

Will be looking forward to the Kiehl's company representative arrival though. Wonder if they judge photographs too, hope I get some luck to win some prizes, hehe..

Day4, closing ceremony.

Last day being the photographer of the event.

Should be able to improve myself, to take better photos.. :)

appreciate life,