It's still just me, in front of my laptop, with music on.
Now, let's get expressive. Come on you, I know you've got a ton to pour.
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Here I am, still the same old me, awaiting to be rescued.
Still living like there's no future to plan for.
My justification, well you've got to deal with your present situation first regardless. It can get too anxious if you keep thinking about tomorrow.
At 29 and I'm still discovering how broken I am as an adult.
Maybe the crystal does help. Maybe I'm really going through self-healing.
I'm still grateful.
I'm more and more grateful each day.
For uncovering the hurt I've been burying.
To feel it's alright. My present self appreciates the journey.
Grateful for a comfortable life.
I'm most grateful for the strength to face each part of the journey and to feel my feelings and move on.
Life is intricate enough for me to not wanting to worry about how time might not be reversible. bleh.
Yea, so I choose to always move on, move forward. Nothing's gonna last forever. Change is inevitable.
And... you can't always get what you want.
Be grateful for art.
These unwanted feelings, these difficult-to-handle feelings, art is the vehicle to express them, to let it get unstuck from one's mind.
Above all, be grateful for family love.
The only constant in the whole universe.
The only constant that feels real, that doesn't make you feel insecure.
Cause we just wanna feel loved and safe.
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| I'll find my way. |
