Random Rant on Covid-19

It's day 30, or is it day 31 already?

Yes I am talking about MCO for Covid-19. Just saw the news about scientist latest findings on the coronavirus, which it has been categorized into 3 types, type A, B and C. Each type is prevalent in different area, eg. type A is most prevalent in USA and Australia. Type A is genetically closest to the coronavirus found on bats, which is interpreted as the first generation, then subsequently mutated into type B and C following the infected populations in different geographically area.

What does these all mean?

It's telling us, Wuhan Virus is probably a name for type B, not the first generation of coronavirus causing this pandemic. The origin of this catastrophic situation is most likely not China.

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Hey, it really matters and doesn't at the same time. 

It matters, because we need to know the source, to specifically avoid anything like this to happen again.

It doesn't, because we are all in it together, we face and resolve the situations together. It has to be a global effort to eradicate this disease with the highest effectiveness and efficiency. 

二零一三尾声 【Live in the moment】

人生走到了第二十三载，虽然有点不愿意在生理年龄还没正式进入第二十四年，在一个月之后还是要老老实实地认了自己是二十四岁的。

不少人都知道我是已经搬离有爸爸妈妈的家，某种程度地离开了爸妈给我的摇篮，到外面去寻找自己的天地。那是从来没有后悔过的决定，更不是一朝一夕的想法。但无论未来路怎么走，那家依然是我的避风港。

我是幸运的，是幸福的。一直都有良朋益友的关照、款待；尽管当时的我还没学着珍惜，还搞不懂怎样感恩。无可否认吧？所有的事情都需要学习的。

好想年年生日都在观星园
夜里看着满天星光
醒来时放眼遥望大地

近年来的起起落落，向来感性十分的我，不自觉地开始可以比较从容地放下。

不解是否变得不那么在乎。另一个角度来看，不那么轻易地把心交出去，是比较有保障的。

已经不再向往轰轰烈烈，黄小琥的歌一般，我老了吗？（笑）

人来人往，该留的，自然会留。

还是会怀念那个敢爱敢恨的自己，爱得那么深，完全可以把自己交出去。

一直觉得自己很幸运。从来都碰上好人，都没有轻易地开始过。

谢谢你们，真心的。

还是是因为那时算有点病态的爱吓着了人？莫名其妙的。吓到你们，抱歉了厚。我只是比较忍不住，爱就觉得应该坦荡荡的。

还是很喜欢The Corrs的“All the love in the world”，有唱到心声的（笑）。

我的人生还在变。今天不知明天事。使命感跟责任心更让我觉得每一个决定都要好好地作。

终于大学也在2013告一段落了

第一份工作，也让我给辞去了。那一开始的热忱，热血地想要以自己的专业来好好回馈社会。那三个月里，学会了，也领悟了许多。更让社会抹去了一些… 懵懂无知（？）

第二份正式的工作将在2014年开始。"Good things are worth waiting." 凭着这句话，从交了履历表，等到接到该部门的面试通知，再到面试当天，最后是那漫长的三个星期去等待结果。真得来不易呀！总之是对Ms Ng，我的大学mentor万分感谢。还有所有在那段时间里跟我聊过事业的你们，谢谢你们。=)

……是遗憾吗？这两个月的空窗期，除了找工和面试，都没有好好地找一份part time。

想过把文凭放一旁，去闯。管他是在咖啡厅里窝着，或许到岛屿去打份工。对科学的热忱如果真的不能有结果，就不要强求吧！...是这么想过的。

人生就那么一次
你还犹豫什么？

没有谁的人生是完美的。而所谓完美，也只是一种说法。感恩一路上遇见了不少接受我的残缺的你们，让我也开始学会相信残缺的美。

自小最引以为傲的本质，是我的真（这一段话要写下来还真需要一点勇气 xD）。

违背良心的事，伤天害理的事，有违我本质的事，不能做。

就算犯了，也不能不忍，不能不坦诚。

否则会很挣扎，心里会纠结。

加上狮子座的傲气，这颗赤子之心，一定要保存下去。

那天心血来潮给自己买了一朵花
当下选了朵白玫瑰
白玫瑰开了几天，房里一阵芬芳
后来我又买了一朵，不料花还没盛开前就已经枯萎了…

世事难料，人类很渺小的，胸怀大志是好的，但一定要了解自己能力有限。
还没到的未来，任你怎样猜，那仍是还没到来的事。

“If you stay in the past, you'll be depressed.

If you stay in the future, you'll be anxious.

If you stay in the present, you'll be calm.”

反复地在网络上看到类似的一段话，有点相辉映，共勉之。

今年的圣诞会跟美珍在七号呆着吧？谢谢你总让我暖暖的。

星影 笔

细细品味生活

日复一日，

明天又要回到芙蓉训练去了。

最近我找回了自己，不做不必要的改变，朋友曾经的劝戒似乎也觉悟了。

感叹的是生命中过客何其多。

有点疲惫了。

我说

我脆弱，

可是我没有放弃过。

常听说，不要勉强挽留什么。

两者是相对的，却需要从中取得平衡。

就像手中的一片面包，

握得太紧会扁；力气太小恐怕会掉了。

适度的力气，就算时间要把面包带走，也不会造成双方面的损伤。

为毕业特刊筹款尽一份力！

真的好想去沙滩走走散步。
一份满心期待换来两份失望，
伤了心，更伤了友情。
没有真的怪你的意思，
就怪现代人过分依赖文字讯息，
多希望有机会面对面聊，
我们肯定超合拍！

心累了

不强求什么了。

该来的回来，

该走终究会离去。

我又说，后悔说出自己任何事情都能一个人去做。

却又庆幸说出以后真正明白自己一直以来是为何坚持让自己独立。

说穿了，独立的人甚怕孤独。

如今终于肯正视这一点，算是生命中的一个转捩点。

也不知道元宵时候五个人合拍的照片在谁那里。
就知道大家都在忙，
似乎只有我得空想念大家了…

是因为生活经验多了吗？
不得不相信一些避忌的事情，还有幸运的这些那些。
虽然终究最相信的，还是缘分。
有缘千里来相聚嘛。

有时只有缘分是不够的，
还要彼此用心互相照顾，不离不弃不忘怀。
彼此不一样也能互相磨合。

生活中的智慧之广与深，

愿用一生慢慢品味。

欣颖 笔

A beautiful day this December

I would 2012 has been tough and difficult.
Lots of ups and downs,
I lost weight,
I gained weight (tsk tsk..)...

Tiny bit of beauty

AhMA, Blanket Bear and Pilot Bear

Baking during semester break is essential!

I decide to do somemore for our friendship...

想跟你说… 我们哪，缘起不灭 ;)

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So this morning I drove all the way to Bukit Jalil and picked Jen up!
Levain Boulangerie Patisserie is only about 20 minutes away from IMU.
The google map isn't as smart as human, obviously. We went through a congested way, which I recall isn't the same way my friend used to go to Pavillion, which the way will pass by Jalan Bukit Bintang or the Prince Court Medical Centre as well.
We arrived in about 25 minutes or half an hour time. It was still early and there were plenty of parking space.

We ordered this much!

This ham and cheese bun was the best!

Creamy mushroom and chicken soup,
really creamy and rich!

My cappuccino ♥

So glad we're finally here!

Jen ;)

After the meeting, I went out lunch with beloved WengYan,
I was still feeling very bloated from the blunch I didn't order any food.
Had a long chat, enjoyed my Longan Milk...
A beautiful afternoon with you.... =)

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Here's the Christmas at my nearby mall!

 

¯¯It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas.... ¯¯

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appreciate life,

今早的胡思 之女人就是喜欢想很多（笑）

之前看过一篇转发，

说女人为何总是想很多。

我也是想很多的女人一个。

尽情欢乐之后，总会有回到原状的时候。

有时因为想太多，

害自己陷入无底洞里，一直挣扎可是就是逃不出来。

直到累了，

一天也就过了。

我常认为当自己脾气变坏的时候，

是身心疲惫了，

于是督促自己，平复自己的心情，进入梦乡。

昨夜，

在那种不懂能去哪里，能做什么的尴尬时候，

一个人呆在车子里，

听听歌。

后来，

又去吹吹风，

沉思，

沉淀。

来到了

这小时候向往的大人世界，

我的童话梦、偶像剧的胡思

都成了不可能发生的美丽。

虽然自己很清楚，

最幸福的，

是最简单的。

可是最简单的，

可不可以不那么迟、那么慢。

我很急性子。

忍耐，忍耐。

忍痛，忍痛。

忍着忍着，

不小心地

又成长了一些。

从动摇到坚定。

话说新年的时候到富有人家当临时服务员，

出席的都是贵宾和重量级人物。

我一会儿发现自己完全不在乎，

继续维持敬业精神，

另一方面告诉自己，

要继续努力经营未来，

以后的我自己会是个成功的营养师、饮食学专家！

然后就更有自信地，

好好地

把工作完成。

累了，不想了。

就这样继续沉溺在自己若隐若现的幸福中。

Best time of my life

I've been thinking

that this could be the best time of my life.

One,

I have no time constraint.

I'm not children, 

I decide when I wanna go home.

I don't have children,

I don't need to go home to them.

Two,

I go anywhere I wanna go.

One good thing about being a grown up,

I plan then I go.

Or sometimes, I go whenever I feel like it.

Three,

These could be the years when I'm most financially flexible.

I got my monthly allowance from my parents.

I earn my extra pocket money during semester break 

and enjoy it throughout the following months.

Last but not least,

I'm free to talk to, play with, enjoy the moment with just about anyone!

Being single, I'm free to hug anyone, flirt to anyone! 

(Not that I do :-P)

Appreciate all guys who rejected me in the past,

still feel so crazy and stupid.

Well,

that's part of the process of self-exploration.

In the end I find my way to love myself right :)

Though the best part is having everyone in my life.

Parents are with me,

siblings not getting married yet,

I see my friends everyday

while meeting new friends sometimes!

What I need to do is just

follow my heart 

and be where it leads me...

appreciate life,

Lovin' My Activities

First of all, I went to Raja Muda Forest Reserve for tree planting!

This is my first tree planting and it was great! 

The nursery, we carried the little trees with the cart there 

and went on the site where we planted the trees.

 

We were told that, this area of the forest reserve was used for agriculture illegally.

Since this is a peat swamp, it is not suitable for agriculture.

The plantation won't be able to absorb the nutrients from the swamp soil. 

Moreover, the soil has high organic content and is highly flammable.

A fire went off during dry season in this area in the end.

The best thing about joining new activities is that

I made more friend from outside N&D! :D

It feels great because we're mostly passionate about the mother earth :)

Then it was yesterday.

After the Food Service Management Field Visit Presentation,

I was all worn out.

I had 4 hours of free time before the cheer practice 

and was lucky enough to have PeiJia accompanying me for dinner :)

Mushroom soup :3 

Uncle R's mushroom soup was really good!

 

PeiJia!!

Poor PeiJia, she was feeling not well too.

Semester 5 is quite tough!!

It was our first time of using the Skill Centre in the past two and a half year!

We went for Nutrition Counselling lab session.

We counselled a stimulated patient and the process was recorded.

Most probably, we'll be able to see ourselves in video later in the evening.

Well, I'll check it out tomorrow as it is online available in the ND lab.

Bring along my last year birthday present from XiaoYi and Yi-San they all,

my "presentable" pen, hahaha~~~ 

Me and WengYan :)

Do I look smart or not??? xD

Am looking forward to next week's session, will do better then! :D

appreciate life,

Think about Piano

I'm enjoying my night, 

after the crazy Class tests Marathon,

ended with the MNT Class Test 2, 

which constitute 40% of my total marks for the module.

After long time abandon, 

I'm happy that I still remember "River flows in You" :D

It's a shame that I never continue my piano class since high school.

A friend from the Dandelion choir posted on facebook 

a picture of her in ballet outfit with her parents.

I remember the caption said something about her parents work hand in hand with her,

keep motivating her in her ballet and piano classes.

And that's the reason she never gave up on her classes.

So, why do I quit?

I remember vividly,

once I was playing piano on Sunday morning.

A family member ran out from his room and yelled at me.

I remember vividly,

how hard it is to take my increasing piano fees from my dad 

as I was trying to sound like I don't care.

I remember vividly,

I just started learning at that time,

I played and asked if that's nice cause I love the song I just played,

she said can you play something else, don't repeat over and over again,

and I wanna watch TV.

I'm glad that I quit.

When I have earned sufficient income, 

I'll resume, for sure :)

And thanks dear PeiJia for motivating me over and over again, hehe! :)

And I miss bro and Pauline too.

Hope they are alright. :)

appreciate life,

Welcome Back Dear Friends

No lecture today, I'm in Klang the whole day!

This is not a new song, I just like it.

The song is sad, though I don't get the meaning of the MV @@

Do watch the following one, the sequel, if you watched the above one.

Sort of interesting, how they come up with the idea for the MVs.

Back to the topic...

Pauline is back!!!
Well, July is the season of those who went to Taiwan for further education to come back for holiday.
Henry (Pang) and Onion are back, and now I meet with Pauline too.

Me and Pauline, we had dinner yesterday night, at Kim Gary's, with YokeFun and Alvin.

It was YokeFun's treat, she got the 50% discount coupon.
Met little Wayne Hong again also, YokeFun and Alvin's baby.
He's cute <3

We went swimming in the morning, fetched her at 8.30am.

Then went for breakfast at My Vegetarian, Bayu Tinggi.

Followed by Facial, visiting Pauline's grandpa and hanging out at my home.

After Pauline left, I baked some butter cookies with oat!

I'd done some house chores too!
Then at 6pm, I went helping out in the restaurant, until 10pm.
What a day!

Appreciate the companionship of a friend who knows me,
more precious than diamond <3

appreciate life,